Footsteps beneath my window.

...Talking to an old friend definitely perks up your day..So,today I had the phone engaged for more than an hour with my awesome friend who I've known since A-B-C.I wish i knew more people who I can just blabber to for hours at end.On second thoughts,No,I'm happy with everyone I have.

Things are changing and I don't like change.Yeah,everyone says its all for the best and blah blah.But things are getting to me and I just want to be depressed.I refuse to look at the open door because I want the closed door to just open and run into it before it closes again..I have this serious aversion towards happy people these days.If someone has a smile that's so wide it reaches his forehead,it makes me wanna shout 'STOP SMILING LIKE A MORON,WHAT ARE U SO FREAKIN' HAPPY ABOUT,PUNK??!'..kinda like what Barbie's current display picture on Orkut does to me...Makes me ultra-depressed...and Michael Jackson's dead.And people are actually happy about it.Well,most people.That is just utterly disrespectful.Sure,he was an oddball who may have done some weird things and had serious issues,BUT THE MAN'S DEAD.the man who created a new era of music.DEAD.He came ,he sang and moon-walked his way into our hearts and made us all stare in awe at his gravity-defying dance moves.HOW CAN ANYONE HATE SUCH A COOL PERSON?MY favourite MJ track is 'The way you make me feel'.It makes me wanna just get up and dance,anytime,anywhere.I don't think I know anybody who hasn't heard of Michael Jackson.Name one person who doesn't have the urge to just try those moves when 'Thriller's on T.V.One person who doesn't get goosebumps and a fuzzy feeling listening to Heal The World.One person who remains unmoved by 'They don't care about us.''Beat It' can make anybody turn into a rebel.He shows so much emotion in his song-I love that.For all you losers making jokes about this legend's death,YOU'RE A PATHETIC WASTE OF SKIN.GO DIE.say what you will about him, but NOTHING can compare to his talent, influence and just pure awesomeness, RIP Michael, you will forever be missed.And may you teach the moon how to walk....<3
I have so much of strange friend requests pending in my orkut account.I think I actually know some of them.But still,I do not want people I hardly talk to to be on my friend list.But noooo,no matter how much I reject them each time they just have to keep sending the requests over and over again.WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND THAT I DON'T WANT YOU IN MY LIST????!!!!!!Yeah,I know..Why am I telling you this???I don't know.BUT if you're still reading-SCORE!haha..I'm not depressed as much as I was when I started this.Probably because I'm excited about something that might happen.Or 'coz of the fact that more people are reading my blog and appreciating it.EEP!Sometimes,even I get confused with my mood swings.I don't like the rain anymore.'Any cold wet thing'-I hate(YEAH,TWILIGHT!)Its making everything all the more depressing.Sometimes,I wish I could actually be diagnosed with depression,so I could have a reason as to why I'm not normal at times.
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