...What they all say.

I don't understand how some people fall asleep before u can say '1..2..3..'.It takes me forever.Last night,it took me longer than that.I was in no mood to read a proper book to fall asleep,so I thought,'Why not read my diary..!'And so I fished out my green diary(with dog figures on the cover!)from under my bed(Note to self:thing of a new hiding place for diary).As soon as I began to read,I thought I should just put it aside since it was bringing back bad memories.But then,I realized how much I've changed.I could actually picture myself growing up as I moved from one entry to another.Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back everything is entirely different.I've had my fair share of blue days,disappointments and regrets.I know what its like to feel as insignificantly small as possible;to feel like nobody cares and you're all alone.But slowly,you realize that there's absolutely no point brooding over yesterday.There comes a point when you're just tired of it all,tired of all the drama and the bullshit and you finally learn to let go..And just when you think things are getting alright,life takes a U-turn and you're back at where you started.So what if things don't end the way you want them to?So what if things get downright shitty?Sure,It's not always rainbows and butterflies.But that doesn't mean its the end of the world.Life is about not knowing,having to change,taking in the moment and making the best of it without knowing whats going to happen next.Each day you can choose either to move forward or to simply give up.So,next time something doesn't go your way and leaves you devastated:you cry a river,build a bridge and GET OVER IT!;)

Thankyou,diary:)

Life's like photography..You develop from the negatives~