Facing the music.

I think one of the most difficult things to do is to face your fear. For me, it's always been the same, scared of meeting people, of speaking publicly and of not being successful in what I set out to do. And much of it stems from feeling inadequate at times. And well, facing one's fear has a thrill about it yet you need that final push. Like I really wanna bungee-jump off a cliff someday but someone needs to push me(which is,by the way,on my list of 100 things to do). I might be all geared up in the suit and everything but I need that motivation, the belief that I can go on, do it and mostly, by myself. It's only then when you feel a sense of deep satisfaction.
Its funny how the smallest of things can actually make you think...inspire you..I shamelessly admit that a Hannah Montana song made me feel motivated.."...Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb..."..And the other day,I drew this crayon drawing and I'm impressed!crayons make me happy!Photos on Flickr inspire me.(no,photography is not my thing..I'm camera-illiterate!)
I want to go out there and get it..Not just do something because everybody else is doing it.And I want to show people especially those who didn't/don't believe in me that I can do it too.I will not forget anybody who think I cannot make it.One day,I'll say it right there,Here I am,IN your face-At the pinnacle of self-actualization!I'm sure you have felt that competition too, to show people that you can be the darned best as well. It's not easy but it's definitely not that hard...
So,that's what I want..to prove people wrong and let them know that this girl has 'stuff'.I want to do something which makes me happy and work my butt off for it.That'll be the drive to push me forward when I know I'm doing something I love.
:)
Hey, hold on to your dreams, never throw them away.....you know you can make them come true.

Life's a climb..But,baby,the view's amazing~~