Flee.

Sometimes you just want to run away..Far,far away..Not away from things,but just to see who cares enough to follow..

So,I watched the Half-blood Prince and it was amazingly boring.I was never too excited about it,but I had to watch it because I wanted to see it before anybody else told me about its coolness or suckiness!
Anyhoo,I've been making this list.Its called -100 things to do before I die.A few know about this,so,now I've figured its time you know.So,yeah its this list where I have to do a 100 things before I die:D.Each time I get something done,I will write about it here.
Having 2 best friends is awesome.3's a crowd and there's never a dull moment.Its really cool because the 3 of us are like a movie.Seriously,there are so many movies/shows about 3 best friends.-Harry Potter,Lizzie McGuire,Hannah Montana,3 musketeers..uhh..well,there were more..I cant think of any now.
I CANNOT wait for November.New Moon's(the sequel to Twilight) coming out and I'm muchos excited!!!!!!!The Twilight Saga is by far the awesomest series I've ever come across.Thank you,Stephanie Meyer!Its just amazing how these writers create a whole new world and leave readers wishing it were all true.Who wants Prince Charming on his white horse now??I WANT A VAMPIRE IN A VOLVO!!!!.See,that's what Twilight's done to me.I’m pretty much a sucker for ‘shy/artsy/awkward-girl-meets-cool-guy-and-they-fall-in-love’ kind of crap.OK,I'm more turned on by Jacob Black than Edward Cullen-I cant wait to see him shirtless in New Moon.EEP!!!And I've been encouraging guys to read twilight too.So what if its chick literature?C'mon ,embrace the chick in you,guys..;)Also,thanks to twilight,I now have unrealistic expectations in men.
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Two roads diverged in a wood, and

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference !

~Robert Frost.

Well,atleast he chose some road which turned out to be the good one.If I had to choose,I'd probably get so confused and die.:P..Thats how I am when it comes to making desicions and more often than not,I've made the wrong ones.I'm jsut so opnionless all the time.I hate my inabilty to take sides in a situation,no matter how small or big.I dont even have a favourite colour,there are SO MANY!..and choosing JUST one is super-stressful.

If you're in love with the rain,you're watching too much bollywood.Well,I used to love the rain,but now I've realized that it wasnt the rain i liked,its the weather..You know how evrything goes all blue and cold and nice before the rain arrives?Thats what I like.not the rain.Rain's nice only if you want to get wet,otherwise its just plain annoying.When you're watching the herione getting wet in her white sari,who thinks about the poor kids you have to go to school with water squishing in and out of thier socks or the old man on the two-wheeler who doesnt have a raincoat?So,now when it rains,all I can think is..i hatetherainihatetherainihatetherain..and then i get poked by someone with an umbrella and this car vrooms past splashing "clean" water all over me...ooooh,i love it!Heavy Sarcasm.Besides,my dog gets really stinky when it rains.

So,I've been expreimenting a lot with music for the past few days and I actually like it.To me,normally,songs are all about the lyrics.But everything I like,is all about love and loss and stuff.And that is NOT where I want to be right now.So,right now,I've been listening to songs,that dont mean anything and its not that bad.Cooz thats what i feel right now-senseless.Like 'Come Around' by M.I.A...The words go like..

'A dun da da dun da da dun da da dun da da dun dunBeat goes on.In a faraway land we got shit made,Ray-Ban shades, warheads laid,Babies born in air raids,My girls run the Everglades,Indian tribesmen gamble spadesIndian chicks, they get men laid.'

see?senseless..

ugh. i hate the expression "wake up and be somebody." like, just because i'm in bed, i'm not offically a person yet? i have to get up to even be counted?Gee,some people sure are stupid.

Couldn't think of a nice title.

This is the third time i've come to this website today, with something to say and then fallen short when it came time to type it all out.I feel like i should write something. because i feel like i have something to say.No,don't go away-im not going to talk talk about depression because the weekend's coming up and I DO NOT want to ruin it.
I realized today that mere small talk can go a long way.Whenever greeting someone, whether I know them or not, it's become habitual for me to say "hi, how are you?" and then expect an answer like "fine" or "well." So why did this habit start if i never actually cared about the person's response, since people always responded in the same way? It was today I realized people didn't always respond the same way at all. Sure, with their words they did, but not with their facial expressions, their posture, their eyes. By looking past what the person is just saying, i got a sense of what they really meant. I think that with small talk, subconsciously, we're letting strangers and the world around us know how we really are, our real story, all by using the mask of politeness; so that maybe, when we really need it most, someone will notice what's behind the mask and try to help a fellow human being.


Try saying the workd 'masks' 10 times..I can't say it right.:P

Footsteps beneath my window.

...Talking to an old friend definitely perks up your day..So,today I had the phone engaged for more than an hour with my awesome friend who I've known since A-B-C.I wish i knew more people who I can just blabber to for hours at end.On second thoughts,No,I'm happy with everyone I have.

Things are changing and I don't like change.Yeah,everyone says its all for the best and blah blah.But things are getting to me and I just want to be depressed.I refuse to look at the open door because I want the closed door to just open and run into it before it closes again..I have this serious aversion towards happy people these days.If someone has a smile that's so wide it reaches his forehead,it makes me wanna shout 'STOP SMILING LIKE A MORON,WHAT ARE U SO FREAKIN' HAPPY ABOUT,PUNK??!'..kinda like what Barbie's current display picture on Orkut does to me...Makes me ultra-depressed...and Michael Jackson's dead.And people are actually happy about it.Well,most people.That is just utterly disrespectful.Sure,he was an oddball who may have done some weird things and had serious issues,BUT THE MAN'S DEAD.the man who created a new era of music.DEAD.He came ,he sang and moon-walked his way into our hearts and made us all stare in awe at his gravity-defying dance moves.HOW CAN ANYONE HATE SUCH A COOL PERSON?MY favourite MJ track is 'The way you make me feel'.It makes me wanna just get up and dance,anytime,anywhere.I don't think I know anybody who hasn't heard of Michael Jackson.Name one person who doesn't have the urge to just try those moves when 'Thriller's on T.V.One person who doesn't get goosebumps and a fuzzy feeling listening to Heal The World.One person who remains unmoved by 'They don't care about us.''Beat It' can make anybody turn into a rebel.He shows so much emotion in his song-I love that.For all you losers making jokes about this legend's death,YOU'RE A PATHETIC WASTE OF SKIN.GO DIE.say what you will about him, but NOTHING can compare to his talent, influence and just pure awesomeness, RIP Michael, you will forever be missed.And may you teach the moon how to walk....<3
I have so much of strange friend requests pending in my orkut account.I think I actually know some of them.But still,I do not want people I hardly talk to to be on my friend list.But noooo,no matter how much I reject them each time they just have to keep sending the requests over and over again.WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND THAT I DON'T WANT YOU IN MY LIST????!!!!!!Yeah,I know..Why am I telling you this???I don't know.BUT if you're still reading-SCORE!haha..I'm not depressed as much as I was when I started this.Probably because I'm excited about something that might happen.Or 'coz of the fact that more people are reading my blog and appreciating it.EEP!Sometimes,even I get confused with my mood swings.I don't like the rain anymore.'Any cold wet thing'-I hate(YEAH,TWILIGHT!)Its making everything all the more depressing.Sometimes,I wish I could actually be diagnosed with depression,so I could have a reason as to why I'm not normal at times.
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Nothing much.

You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background?. It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.

Some days you're the windshield...

..and some days you're the bug..And today,I'm the bug..no,make that the bug stuck between the wiper blades.:(..Life's being a total bitch right now...I have the worst case of the flu which is as worse as humanly possible.I cant sit,I cant walk,I cant sleep,I cant eat,I cant stand,I can barely even type this now..the pain,the agony...its taking over me..LOL,I sound so emo...-_-..NExt thing you know,you'll be seeing me walking on the streets with a weird hair-do and black nails..HAHA..ok,i cant laugh either..It aches in places I didn't even know existed..let me try screaming...AA..AAHH...AA..NO,I CAN'T DO THAT EITHER..THIS SO TOTALLY STICKS..(combination for stinks and sucks).

Bwack..My mouth tastes weird...Atleast not as weird as Barbie smelling biriyani when she has a cold..:P..I soo wanted to finish reading Breaking Dawn,but i couldn't because the book was too heavy and I was too weak to even lift it...

I see dead people.Walking around like regular people. They don't see each other. They only see what they want to see. They don't know they're dead..Sixth sense is probably the only horror movie I like..I prefer happy movies..Horror movies are normally about a bunch of tormented people who breathe way too heavily..Maybe their underwear's way too tight..HAHA..Barbie is seriously freaking me out about blood tests and heart count and other stuff I don't understand.:S..This is so annoying,,Before writing this,I had so much of thoughts..And now,I cant think of anything..Why do people ask you to have oatmeal when you're sick????Like Barbie says,Its lumpy,gross and grainy...It looks like vomit..If I sneeze anymore,I'm pretty sure my nose is going to fall off.I read somewhere that people,long ago,believed that if you sneeze a 100 times,you'd die..In that case,I should be dead by now..
The only interesting that happened today is that someone who I stumbled across knows someone I know.The wonders of blogging.;)..So,maybe I know someone who knows someone who knows someone who knows someone who knows someone who knows someone who knows Shania Twain!!!!!!!
Anyway,I'd love to ramble more but I gotta go gargle.How i hate doing that..*Sigh*IF you're not sick,You suck.Period.