Flee.

Sometimes you just want to run away..Far,far away..Not away from things,but just to see who cares enough to follow..

So,I watched the Half-blood Prince and it was amazingly boring.I was never too excited about it,but I had to watch it because I wanted to see it before anybody else told me about its coolness or suckiness!
Anyhoo,I've been making this list.Its called -100 things to do before I die.A few know about this,so,now I've figured its time you know.So,yeah its this list where I have to do a 100 things before I die:D.Each time I get something done,I will write about it here.
Having 2 best friends is awesome.3's a crowd and there's never a dull moment.Its really cool because the 3 of us are like a movie.Seriously,there are so many movies/shows about 3 best friends.-Harry Potter,Lizzie McGuire,Hannah Montana,3 musketeers..uhh..well,there were more..I cant think of any now.
I CANNOT wait for November.New Moon's(the sequel to Twilight) coming out and I'm muchos excited!!!!!!!The Twilight Saga is by far the awesomest series I've ever come across.Thank you,Stephanie Meyer!Its just amazing how these writers create a whole new world and leave readers wishing it were all true.Who wants Prince Charming on his white horse now??I WANT A VAMPIRE IN A VOLVO!!!!.See,that's what Twilight's done to me.I’m pretty much a sucker for ‘shy/artsy/awkward-girl-meets-cool-guy-and-they-fall-in-love’ kind of crap.OK,I'm more turned on by Jacob Black than Edward Cullen-I cant wait to see him shirtless in New Moon.EEP!!!And I've been encouraging guys to read twilight too.So what if its chick literature?C'mon ,embrace the chick in you,guys..;)Also,thanks to twilight,I now have unrealistic expectations in men.
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Two roads diverged in a wood, and

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference !

~Robert Frost.

Well,atleast he chose some road which turned out to be the good one.If I had to choose,I'd probably get so confused and die.:P..Thats how I am when it comes to making desicions and more often than not,I've made the wrong ones.I'm jsut so opnionless all the time.I hate my inabilty to take sides in a situation,no matter how small or big.I dont even have a favourite colour,there are SO MANY!..and choosing JUST one is super-stressful.

If you're in love with the rain,you're watching too much bollywood.Well,I used to love the rain,but now I've realized that it wasnt the rain i liked,its the weather..You know how evrything goes all blue and cold and nice before the rain arrives?Thats what I like.not the rain.Rain's nice only if you want to get wet,otherwise its just plain annoying.When you're watching the herione getting wet in her white sari,who thinks about the poor kids you have to go to school with water squishing in and out of thier socks or the old man on the two-wheeler who doesnt have a raincoat?So,now when it rains,all I can think is..i hatetherainihatetherainihatetherain..and then i get poked by someone with an umbrella and this car vrooms past splashing "clean" water all over me...ooooh,i love it!Heavy Sarcasm.Besides,my dog gets really stinky when it rains.

So,I've been expreimenting a lot with music for the past few days and I actually like it.To me,normally,songs are all about the lyrics.But everything I like,is all about love and loss and stuff.And that is NOT where I want to be right now.So,right now,I've been listening to songs,that dont mean anything and its not that bad.Cooz thats what i feel right now-senseless.Like 'Come Around' by M.I.A...The words go like..

'A dun da da dun da da dun da da dun da da dun dunBeat goes on.In a faraway land we got shit made,Ray-Ban shades, warheads laid,Babies born in air raids,My girls run the Everglades,Indian tribesmen gamble spadesIndian chicks, they get men laid.'

see?senseless..

ugh. i hate the expression "wake up and be somebody." like, just because i'm in bed, i'm not offically a person yet? i have to get up to even be counted?Gee,some people sure are stupid.

Couldn't think of a nice title.

This is the third time i've come to this website today, with something to say and then fallen short when it came time to type it all out.I feel like i should write something. because i feel like i have something to say.No,don't go away-im not going to talk talk about depression because the weekend's coming up and I DO NOT want to ruin it.
I realized today that mere small talk can go a long way.Whenever greeting someone, whether I know them or not, it's become habitual for me to say "hi, how are you?" and then expect an answer like "fine" or "well." So why did this habit start if i never actually cared about the person's response, since people always responded in the same way? It was today I realized people didn't always respond the same way at all. Sure, with their words they did, but not with their facial expressions, their posture, their eyes. By looking past what the person is just saying, i got a sense of what they really meant. I think that with small talk, subconsciously, we're letting strangers and the world around us know how we really are, our real story, all by using the mask of politeness; so that maybe, when we really need it most, someone will notice what's behind the mask and try to help a fellow human being.


Try saying the workd 'masks' 10 times..I can't say it right.:P